I’ve been crying the whole day. I didn’t go out of my room, just once to take a bath. I don’t know what to do anymore. This is so much painful I can’t breathe. I feel so worthless. Damaged. Broken. I don’t have any idea what to do but just cry. And even crying doesn’t make me feel better. I can’t sleep. I can’t eat. Forcing a smile so my family wouldn’t notice. It just really hurts. I am hurt. And I don’t know what else to do but just… cry.