SORRY. I am so sorry because all I can give you is my friendship. I cannot give you anything beyond that. I don’t want to give you false hopes. When I know deep inside me, it’s really all I can give you. You’re such a wonderful person. AS IN. I have never been treated like a princess before, and you made me feel like one. Even though you are not physically here, I feel your presence, all the time. Any girl would want to feel loved like that. That’s why I feel so bad. Because I can’t give anything back to you. You have put up so much effort, and I really appreciate that. You’re a real gentleman. You are not afraid to be rejected, you are not afraid to show what you really feel. More importantly, you are not like the one’s I’ve met before who are so arrogant and conceited. You are such a great son to your mother and a sweet kuya to your younger siblings. Which adds more to me feeling guilty. So I am so sorry. 😦 I don’t want you to feel all the pain I have felt before. It was so painful there were moments while I was praying that I wanted it all to just be over. And I don’t want you to experience that because you don’t deserve to.
As much as you keep telling me that I deserve to be treated right, like a princess, you, too, deserve to feel loved. That’s why I am so sorry. And I will never stop praying for you, to find that one person God has been preparing for you.
I am so sorry.