After chatting with one of my closest guy friends about my situation, I became confused. I suddenly have realized what the problem is. It’s me. I can’t overcome my fear. I am so scared of what other people have to say. But realizing this, I’ve also thought that I should really be honest with myself. I can’t lie to myself. I know in my heart that there is still a feeling of uncertainty within me regarding this issue. I am scared. I really am, I don’t know. GAHD I CANNOT CONCENTRATE WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?! I just feel like this is also guilt because I am not accepting the efforts. Whatever.
Please. No distractions. Go away.
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